I still need you...

i miss the way you called me baby
i miss the way you kissed me on the forehead
i miss the way you held me
i miss the way you called me to check up on me
i miss the late night calls
i miss the picking me up from work
i miss the way you visited me before your shift
i miss the way you sang to me
i miss the way you tried to make your way to see me
i miss the way you come and visit me at home
i miss the way you slept beside me
i miss the way i'd wake up and you were right beside me
i miss the way you held my hand
i miss the text messages
i miss the chillages
i miss the way you were there for me no matter what
i miss the way i teased you about tumtumm & junior
i miss the way we were close
i miss our relationship
i miss the updated pictures
i miss your family
i miss the engagement rings
i miss the promises
i miss your creativity
i miss the way we cried together through hard times
i miss the way you gave me advice
i miss the trust you had with my family
i miss your foolishness even though i'd get mad at you
i miss the way you say i love you


i miss you


p.s. i hate this feeling....being alone.


you know who you are:
i miss everything about you, but the pain you've caused hurts so much, but for some reason i can never be ready to let go of you. through all the "fun" you may see, the pain is stil there and will always be. i feel like i still have this HUGE attachment with you and i know it'll be there for awhile. i cry every night because it's just the pain i'm feeling right now about what you've done and still doing. CAC, i still and will always love you.