Holidays

Holidays have officially started for everyone, except for me, no breaks boo*. So what's new with my life? I am HALF way in paying the bank, fuck my life! 6 grand and so far I am only in 3 grand something. Thank the LORD, the two pay cheques paid it off, still more to go. Roger's bill, medication bill, Dog's bill, Rent & Transportation! Day off is today UNTIL a friend told me to take her shift, see how nice I am? Anyways, got work in a few hours and I am tired as hell!

It's Christmas week, *sigh. I really can't believe christmas is coming and once again this year, I am lonely. Need to clean my bedroom and stop shopping, other than that I can't wait to work with my new people *whootwhoot* ! Last night was so much fun with the family but Jen HAD to make me cry. Why? Just cause SHE had to ask a question that I didn't want to answer:
Jen: "If you can relive 2008, what would it be?"
Hanna: "To have Melody in my arms & Ian"
Jen:" AWW IM SORRYYYYY, hanna"
*tears
friggen best friend of mine!
BTW, thank you christian, chris, dee for the surprise visit! Famjam last night was so much fun, seeing everyone so jolly got my mind off a bit of stuff but yet seeing all those kids last night was really emotional ! Spending the night with the fam was awesome acctually, other than that I am sick and I am losing my voice!

Can't wait til tomorrow, I get to see the new dog, WHOOTWHOOT* Mall was super duper busy yesterday that I got extended, but it wasn't a surprise! Got me really tired actually, tonight's plans: have dinner and spend time with the close ones, after clean up a bit & do paperwork and then go to sleep! BUDLIGHT christmas party tomorrow, ohh how I can't wait! Spending the night with the UP girlies, can't wait.

On another note:
FINISHING everything before New years, when I mean finishing everything I mean EVERYTHING. 2009= my new year filled with so much, Jen I promise you everything will be changed. A new phase, a new me, a new life. I am totally dedicating this to my beautiful Melody. Rest in peace baby <3.


I Miss You :(


- HRS