Wednesday, December 3, 2008

OFFICIAL !

IT'S OFFICIAL - I SIGNED THE CONTRACTS, OMG I'M SO SCARED.
BYE BYE OLD JOB..HELLO TO MY NEW ONE !




on another note:

even though we are far apart at this moment, i still have this attachment that we need to finish and complete. it's not easy to leave it like this especially when you were a great deal in my life. realize that your friends are not going to give you the time to lead you in this one or even give you advice but make you walk through this on your own. you need to be the one confronting them and not you running away from them. you need to be the strong one, you need to be me when I lost the two most amazing people in my life, or have i officially lost you? you need to step up and get in command that you need to confront your past problems and talk it out with your loved ones and not just leaving it..it doesn't go anywhere in the end.

I am here physically still and I am there for you spiritually. But you push me away so I can feel no emotion from you. You push me away to make other decisions for myself to change in the future. I'm not that same girl you used to know but a different and a much better person. I need you to wake up and fix your problems because keeping it with yourself is not going to solve anything. Always believe in yourself as much as how I believed in our Melody. I love you.


- Hanna Rose Sia

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