Reminisce

you know what i love doing after a hard day of work?
it may be awkward or weird but it's just something i actually enjoy
it's me taking the bus at home and reminiscing on the bus
listening to the ipod and thinking of deep thoughts
especially tonight, it was past 12 am in the morning
and i still enjoyed the bus ride while i thought of many things in my life
from the good times from the bad times
the past, the present and the future.
it hit me hard at times but damn it felt good
it made me miss a lot of people and made me think deeper about "family"
after seeing two good friends of mine randomly, they made me feel much better
by raising my ego higher and making myself feel special
thank you to jacob & theo for the advices and just updating with me. <3
even though i had a rough week or a rough day, that simple bus ride kept me up
it made me think about you
and damn it hit me hard, hard with bad things and hard with good things
it was hard thinking about it just cause everything just hit me hard tonight
i just hope we end up being in good terms, i do have the faith in us
it's just something i don't see anymore from you,
from seeing everything that you do, it feels like it was nothing
and it never happened or i was never there.
it's hard to feel that but i can't make your decisions right?
but to leave a message for you is that:
no matter what, i was always here for you
no matter what, i was always waiting for you
no matter what, i love you
no matter what, i still see you as the one for me
no matter what, you are melody's
no matter what, i still care
no matter what, noone can replace you
no matter what, i miss you
no matter what, it hurts not having you


- HRS