i need you

he tells me to have faith in us
he tells me to put my head up
he tells me i don't love him as much as i love you
he tells me it's not him i see but it's you
he tells me not to cry and that he'll always be there for me
he tells me true happiness is found from you
he tells me we're both struggling to find our way
he tells me he loves me but can't compare to what we had
he tells me he opens his arms & his heart to me at all times
he tells me i'm strong
he tells me i'm a beautiful person inside and out
he tells me he doesn't need someone to tell me that because i know these facts
he tells me our love is stronger than any other bond there is
he tells me that we're trying to stay away from each other so it doesn't hurt
he tells me that we're stupid not fixing things
he tells me i'm hurt
he tells me i can never say i love you to him cause it's not true yet
he tells me i can't say those words cause it's meant for you
he tells me he wants me , but to stay with the real thing
he tells me you need me
he tells me i need you

through it all you were by my side, from tears to smiles. i can never imagine not having you in my life. thank you for being the most amazing person alive. through the pain, through the days that i needed someone to comfort me, thank you. i've learnt to understand because of you, i've learnt to live up to my standards and values in my life. you got me happy to realize that i still love him and that i'm not happy without him, i know you'll always be waiting for me. you are ultimately the best boyfriend that showed me a new path i can change from the past. i don't care what you say about me saying i love you to you, but i mean it. i love you. <3

- HRS