M-I-A

got to toronto this morning, went straight to work !
(KILLER) - TOTALLY forgot that it was march break so it was HELLA busy & on top of that i was wearing heels. from 12 - 10 :|
planning to transfer from stc :( *boo!
paid ALL bills today which felt awesome (yay!)
getting a new BB in two weeks..can't wait baby!

ahh how i miss calgary ALREADY. fuck my life
this week is going to be HECTIC. leaving again in 3 weeks for mtl for work *boo
5 weeks and you're coming down, can't wait!

J.G.:

from the time you stepped out of that office and was all dressed up, i knew i was going to have a good time and a great night.
when we drove up to the restaurant, you knew exactly that it was "just right"
i loved it, every single bit of our dinner.
thinking of us leaving and then going back home, i was all wrong. you surprised me with the most amazing gift a girl can ever have. stepping out of that restaurant and surprising me with a horse carriage ride was just amazing. i was speechless at first and couldn't believe what i saw. the tour, the weather, the hot drinks was just perfect. then surprising me with 9 red roses with numbered envelopes puzzled me. then you told me to arrange them in order and open it up. there it was..my name.. in bold letters "hanna rose" .. then you surprised me again, already tearing up, you surprised me with 3 more roses but this time blue with numbered envelopes under " 143" , opening them was my last name. "143 hanna rose sia" i must say that was clever and never in my life experienced that. the note, the roses, the dinner, the comfort, the horse carriage ride, the hot drinks, meeting your family, spending time with them, car rides, your fellow police friends, beer & mechanical bull, stampede preparation, meeting my family & everything in between, it was amazing. thank you so much for enlightening me through the most emotional stage i've ever had in my life. thank you so much for taking care of me, for showing me you've always cared <3
i misss you already and it's killing me ! btw, i hate how you're not tanned anymore. i look black compared to you HAHAHA

p.s. MIA :) .. don't hate LOL


on another note:
kills to see your old notes sent by you to me...still on my brain