UPDATION !

so today's my four months with j
but we officially broke it off
it's not something i can regret just because he let me go with the person who's always been there for me no matter what. thank you j for everything, for listening to my problems, to coming down when i was sick, to the gifts, for you making sure i would ALWAYS be happy. you have no idea how much it means to me. you know i'll be here no matter what hun. thank you. !

A.T.: you've showed me that you've been there no matter what, from the first relationship, to the loss of my child, til NOW. i've never realized that you were always there and that you were always bringing me up when i was down. thank you for showing me through these 5 years that you've always been there for me. <3

ON another note:

i miss you sherry & andrena =( .. come back ! you heffaz left me =( taking care of dre's dog, so adorable. went to walk them for like the LONGEST time omg it was so tiring. jack's last night was so jokes with hiram and the crew. love you guys ! might go clubbing tonight OR go to work, still deciding. i feel better now because i've been taking my medicine =) summer is FINALLY here baby! && here i come vancouver. ryan came down from van, oh how much fun that was. it was awesome seeing you hunnie =). i can't wait to see the royal military boys next! daddy's leaving soon for van *sniffs! mr. sunshine always makes me happy =) i can't wait to travel this summer and reach the beaches ! birthday is coming up & i can't wait to celebrate it baby! doing a new hairdo again, AHH I'm so excited..it's medium length now and going REALLY SHORT. omgsh i'm so scared but yet knowing that i trust my hairstylist. BAM it's all good LOL =) waiting for my dad to come home because i'm hungry and then going to get my nails done & then go get ready for work or clubbing baby =). looking at work more than clubbing, boyfriend is going to circa with his boys tonight (N) * boo! it's all good, i'll see you in a few hours and tomorow LOL.
<3

well i'm off to take the dogs out. ciao ciao.. !

much love,

HRS