AWE-SOME

had such an awesome day, i had to say it was one of the best days i ever had =)
went to the shoot after ians & then SHOPPING!
went shopping for saturday and so stoked for it!, i can't wait to see everyone there, so scared though cause that's mad pressure on me. but thanks for the support (at least YOU guys support me at these events, it means a lot to me, you have no idea)
spent enough money today & thank you phiphi for travelling with me EVERYWHERE to make sure i finished everything <3
after shopping had to go home and drop off soho and feed him and the other dogs & then SHOPPING AGAIN , holla ! got ready & then went to the car meet. awesome time. represented for importfest & the best part? GOT 3 NEW GIGS ! holla ! so excited, oh man, was so happy to see everyone that i decided to buy drinks for everyone at jack astors =). yeup so here we come bitches !
then went home around 1ish, now going to bed cause i've got work tomorrow morning =(
awesome day , honestly. thank you

on another note:
i'm so fed up of everything you've done,
from fucking up all the time, from not even trying to save the relationship
thinking about this already gets my upset to the point where i didn't even know WHY i gave you that second chance
fuck everyone was right, why was i so damn hard headed to back your ass up? WHY?!?
cause i fucking loved you, yeup i did. but it turned out that your words was BULLSHIT
you had no emotions to this. guess i screwed up right ? fuck it, im done with this drama. its all up to you. seriously. im done wasting time up on crying every night, FUCK IT. done feeling like shit cause you always bring me down. FUCK IT. getting myself together again & i dont need you to stop me for doing things i want to do. PEACE !

- HRS