a brand new start

september - school starts for everyone, i have to continue studying, work (x2), travelling.
all in all, a brand new start, things to keep me up and get my mind focused. no more mistakes ..no more time for that !
i want to thank those ones who understood and still kept by my side, you guys know who you are and i don't need to mention your names. i love you guys to death. after this mistake, you guys still kept it down for me. now that's true love

Jeff G. - thank you for listening as always to my problems. you've always been there for me even though things worked out like this. i love you babe to death. can't wait to see you and give you the biggest hug to say thank you for everything. thank you for keeping my head up. <3

A.B. & J.Q. & P.L. & S.D. & J.B. & S.C. & A.T. - thank you, for everything.

on another note:
i don't want it anymore, i'm done crying once again, i thought it would've worked.
i guess not, everything is still the same and it'll end the same way with your attitude. can't deal with it again if i'm going to get hurt in the end, honestly fuck it then. i can't be in a relationship if i'm getting hurt and being so controlled. nah b, i ain't the same girl. open your eyes cause you're not dealing with the same girl. i changed and i do things that makes me happy, if you're not down, then leave. cause i'm done getting hurt from you. hope your son is proud of your bullshit though (Y) cause i actually am. thanks for everything. for not even working it out. so damn proud of you.


best friend carlo's bday was last night, - effin awesome. loves them for taking me out <3

- HRS