Confession I

from the first day i met you, i never knew you would've been the one for me. i always saw you as the brother i can always talk to or the best friend. you had your girls in the past running after you and i had the guys running after me. either way we both watched each others back by giving each other advices, lessons, shoulder to cry on & lastly our time with each other. but that given time, we both knew that maybe one day we could "be together." So we did, it was the happiest moment of my life.

time passed by and everything felt right. everything was at it's best. well that's what i thought, til you left me. i've never loved a person so much until you came to my life. i've never experienced "true love" til you came to my life and showed me it. memories were kept and will always be treasured in my mind & my heart. yes, you did leave me & i can never figure out why you did. you hurt me and you still are. but i can't control your actions and your decisions. we're both different people and i'll respect whatever your decision is. even though i know it hurts, i'll still go and try not to think about it.

but all i want from us is to end it in a good way. not talking and losing communication seems like it'll make things better, no it doesn't. if you need time, go right ahead, i'll give it to you. i'll be happy with what you do, even though i may not like it, i'll support you with it, just cause i know that's what you want. i won't be selfish and stop you for what you want to do. i'll be here. i just want you to know that.

- HRS

p.s. promise & love - two strong words you still need to learn.