Sick & Tired

feeling sick like there's no tomorrow.
head hurts, nearly fainted today.
hopefully i don't get called in tomorrow cause i need my rest for the show
i'm pretty excited for the show tomorrow but too tired to care
really sick & tired of bullshit running around, needs to change
can't wait to go on vacation to finally have some rest...who am i kidding?
photoshoots lined up for the next month, excited much?
happy as of where i am right now for the people who kept by me
thank you for making me strong.

been restless for the past month and getting sick even more
lost 12 pounds in a matter of two weeks, what's up with that?
need to get rest again and eat. fuck my life.

on another note:
phi phi, thank you so much. for everything. from seeing me cry, from our fights, our arguments, talks, late nights, early mornings, picking me up at work and dropping me off, taking me out, doing errands, helping my family. thank you for being there. i know it's been hard for both of us but thank you for your support that i needed and that extra push i needed for awhile now. thank you for pushing me to my limits. <3

friends: i love you guys, you know who you are. thanks for keeping me up through the hardest months ever in my life and the upcoming months. the truest thanks for comforting me and still comforting me through everything, i love you all

family: blood is thicker than water, that's all i have to say

- HRS