It's Time

Person #1: i had hope for both of us, i saw a future between us. for the past few days i`ve been thinking about us. i thought i can get over my ex-boyfriend to be with you. i thought wrong. i gave you my time, i gave you my all. you had your mistakes, i had mine, but i forgave you even though i knew it was a mistake to. it hurts to know even til this day, you're hurting me. so now, it's time to let go of you. i'm not even near sorry for what you've said to my friends, it's done. bye...

Person #2: it hurts me to even ask you if you're ok. everyday of my life i wondered if what could've happened between us. what could've happened to our family. if we could've pulled it off, if you can change, if we can be stronger. for the past few weeks, i sense that you're not yourself lately. it honestly kills me. even if we're like this, i still told you that no matter what the situation we're in, i'll be there to help you out, to listen to you right? i hate seeing the disappointment with your close friends, the way that you've changed around us and me. from all the girls that you've been with, i have to say that i would be the one who understands you, but now, i have no idea who you are anymore. i'm disappointed with you in so many ways, after everything i've done for you and what i've went through, you still are the one who's ignorant about every single situation. you keep running away from your problems so you can never deal with it. you always bottle your emotions and that's your problem. you turn away from me, your friends & your problems, that's something that you need improve yourself with. when we were trying to take things slow, i have to say i was so happy to know that we can be back at it again, us being stronger. but i guess you were the same ol' person i knew. a year has passed by and nothing has improved. i hope you realize everything that's going on, open your eyes, fix your relationship that you've lost and are losing. we care about you, especially me, you have no idea. and just maybe you might not see it, i just want you to know the message. this entry kills me that i can't stop crying. if you can't do it for us, do it for dream. maybe that can change you a bit at least..

Person #3: It's been two years already, can you imagine that? We finally got reunited and I thank God with that, it was quite funny cause I actually reunited with you at church. Thank you for listening to me and taking your time to show me how much you care about me. Even til this day, you've got me no matter what. You've been my homeboy since time and you've helped me through problems. You've had my back when I was down and out. Thank you for everything, I thank God that he sent you back to my life to make me smile and lend your shoulder when I'm going through this right now. You are the best boyfriend ever :)

Jeremy Angoh <3

- HRS