never give up

went out with the best friend sherry berry,
it was awesome =) .. random though but an awesome time
went to pickering town center and helped her shop
our convo:
s:"aww look at the baby, he's so adorable"
h:"aww he's friggen adorable!" *goes crazy LOL
s:"just imagine if time can turn back, you could've been that, right now with dream"
h:"i know" *puts sad face *sniffs
s:"don't worry i got you babe "
h:"i love you" *smiles
mann i love you sherry berry, since time til time. 94' -> 15 years baby and still at it :) just got home from n & e timmies with kane. updation was AWESOME =) thanks for tonight mister.
excited for tomorrow !

updations:
IN TRAINING - enough said =) see me up high bitches !
OFF WORK for a bit
MTL next weekend !
I MISS YOU !
friends & family: i love you, thank you for everything
MIA from now til training ends, when i'm done training, it's ALL OUT :)
( i'm doing this for you baby, mommy loves you dream )
rest in peace <3

on another note:
been thinking about things and still it hasn't changed a bit...
i hate it cause the one in front of me isn't the right one for me
he makes me realize that he can never top what we had
and still need to finish
i was determined to say that i love everything he's done for me that you never accomplished in doing
he makes me feel the best, he makes me feel "alive"
the downside? he wants me to be happy ..
something i thought i was, but clearly to him it isn't
he's a great guy, a loving and caring one, like no other
problem? he wants true happiness and the real thing for me
something that you always had.